Life is odd. I was stuck in the house today - Bennett declared she did not want to leave. We puttered and watched netflix. I cleaned my lampworking studio and came across a cd made by Rhiannon Ashe. She was dying when she made it. She was 43 and died from cancer in february of 2002. Ruth lived with her girlfriend Patty soon after Rhiannon died after she left Briana before we got together (typical lesbian convolution).
I listened to the cd - wondering where Patty is now and how much love they had. Patty sort of disappeared - that was their plan - I really did not understand it. I did not know the cd was in the house before today. The dedication on the back was poignant to the people that cared for her as she died. That was the day.
We spent a lovely afternoon with Avy and Sandy yesterday at a park in Noho(they have some nice play structures). We had not seen them in over a week for my lack of communication and exhaustion the past week. I realised much of life is loss as Sandy told me about a friend who recently died - maybe its our age. It was good to talk with Sandy.
I ran 3.5 miles at the gym - poor Zues has had only leash walks.
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