I actually thought we might make it to Fiji when I found some flights that came in around $3000 round trip for both of us. Alas the timing is not good with Mary and her family. It is so hard to think of Christmas without Ruth and the past few years we had spent time with Mary's family. So much to let go of - I guess we have to make our own traditions.
I went to see Nancy today thinking I would get acupuncture but there was too much to work on in my heart. It was a big step for me because I am somewhat anti-therapy. We talked about asking for help - which I hate to do - I would rather go eat worms.
Ran 3.5 miles both Monday and Tuesday - hope to get to the gym today
I was good you took the step. I'm not big on massage but when I came to OK I did an acupressure session on my feet in memory of Ruth.It gave me time to be quiet and think of her.Just remember to do good things for yourself, whatever those things may be.
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Nancy is a healer of the heart - you couldn't be in kinder, gentler hands.
ReplyDeleteAnna's piano was finally delivered this afternoon. I hung up a favourite screenprint of me and Ruth that Ruth did for me years ago. I told Anna that she could play for her. She started to play Moonlight Sonata - it's such a sad and beautiful piece. Copious tears.
Bennett is at a magic age for Christmas and tradition creation. So much for a five year old to look forward to but so difficult for you.
Lots of love, Mary